I've been trekking through a book called The Glory of Christ by John Owen (who is becoming "my favorite" the more I read him). It is the glory of Christ, but the book could rightly be titled The Glories of Christ because each chapter is about a facet of Christ's glory.
I make this distinction because of why I'm reading the book; someone told me that all sin is disbelief in a particular attribute of God. So, usually, when I see an area of weakness (i.e. love, patience, humility v. pride) or a discipline (i.e. prayer, meditation, writing) that is lacking I try to trace it back to an aspect of God's character and an area of the Gospel that I lack belief in. One of the things that I love about the Apostle Paul is that he talked about this kind of thing a lot in his letters (Eph 3:14-21; Phil 3:7,8)--to know Jesus is to grow in Jesus!
"The Glory of Christ? I need to read that. That's what I need," I said to myself. That's my first reason.
My second reason is because I live and go to church in Philly, and my heart really is that they would know know know Jesus! So many know so much about a few small things and so little about the One who made and makes all things (myself included). There are times when I'm walking or driving through a section of the hood (it doesn't matter which one) and I can see the proverbial cloud of deception and sin that cloaks people; I want to scream to hold back my tears.
How can I love my wife and others, serve others and speak truth into the life of the people in our church and community group, that actually affects them, if I'm not growing in my knowledge of Jesus? I can't. If I'm growing more in my knowledge of the Philadelphia Sports beat and where the best restaurants are downtown than I am in my knowledge of Jesus, I am not being culturally relevant or culturally helpful, I'm blending in and as a result, I'm killing my culture. I really believe that. When I sit down to talk with someone or end up having a conversation with someone on the street, I want to have more to offer them than a summary of the sports column, a little tidbit on the recent snowfall or a concurring comment on what the suits at City Hall need to get better at.
I thought, "Other people are looking for answers--ones that are filled with hope and substance and truth. Some of those people are looking to me and others close to me. What will give them? The Glory of Christ? I need to read that."
While I was reading Owen's chapter on 'The Glory of Christ's Work as Mediator' I was convicted of my lack of knowledge of Him and thus my lack of love for others, and hopeful and prayerful that the people in my city and our church would know Him, and grow. Here is what I read. I welcome your thoughts and comments:
When Adam sinned, he stood ashamed, afraid, trembling, as one ready to perish for ever under the severe displeasure of God. Death was what he deserved, and he fully expected the sentence to be carried out. In this sate, the Lord CHrist in the promise comes to him, and says, 'Poor creature! How terrible is your condition! How deformed you are now! What has become of the beauty, the glory of that image of God in which you were created . . . Eternal distress lies before you. But now, look up and behold me. . .do not continue to hide from me. I will take your place. I will bear your guilt and suffer that punishment which would sink you eternally into the hideous depths of hell. I will pay for what I never took. I will be made a curse for you so that you may be eternally blessed.' In the same vein the Lord Christ speaks to all convicted sinners when he invites them to come to him.The Glory of Christ, Owen, p.60,61
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